Its been 24 yrs and I am asking the question who am I? I thought to myself that its the high time and I should ask this question. My friends think I am very humourous, irresponsible, friendly, cheerful, a miser :) and at times selfish. So thinking about the my friends who think that way about me, I came down to the following conclusions.
I beleive the reason why they think I am good and friendly is because I donot interfere in there personal lifes and I listen to whatever they have to tell me. I beleive I understand them well. I am always nice with them. I am nice with every one, but is that hipocracy? I will have to answer that question as well. I have been very diplomatic through out my life. Taking calculated risks, but whatever I do I make sure that in the process I donot hurt anyone's feelings.
Inside I know that I can do wonders, I have emmense self confidence and the word impossible is not in my dictionary. Many times in my life I have started something with the spirit of an invicible king, but most of the times I have backed out or I have quited from the challenge. I can analyse my efforts and I assume the results before hand. When I assume that I may loose I just quit, as I hate loosing. Now that might be the sign of hidden arrogance in me. I know that if I am prepared, I will have no doubts about my victory and I will succeed, but if I have doubts in my preperation I will not participate. I will quit.
I think a lot and I mean a lot. That creates a web of thoughts in my mind that get intermingled and creats confusion, I beleive everything is possible in this world and when you have only one life to live it all then why not get best out of it. Thats the main problem what exactly is the meaning of best?
- Get a good Public Sector Job?
-Start your own Business?
-Good Private Sector Job?(Highly Paid)
-Politics?
-Social Service?
I know the answer to the questions will require what my priorities in life are and my priorities are-
My Family
Pride(Fame)
Money
So to follow my dreams I have to choose a path. I also want to add here my biggest weekness I am a little lazy no very lazy. For instance I know that these are the steps for success, all I need to do is follow those steps and success will follow me. Hmmmm and here comes the hardest part taking the first step towards my goal. I am lazy enough to delay taking that first step.More next time. Cheers!!! Keep Smiling:)
